Demi-human Girls Completion Manual Chapter 1558 - 87: I Killed You (Double - )

"You know, back in the Fermat Baha Dragon Court, there was a poor soul just like you, who thought he could achieve something relying solely on the chaotic knowledge within him... In the end, he left nothing for this world but devastation."

"Splashing sound..."

The torrential rain fell through the gate, cascading into the Demon Dynasty, landing on Fisher, whose body was continuously exuding dark mud, and on Agares in front of him, whose arm was tightly entwined by him, unwilling to release it. Though Agares’s expression remained calm on the surface, only she knew that she was forced to expend substantial energy resisting the soul absorption sensation emanating from Fisher’s dark mud.

She looked upward, noticing the prolonged silence from Barbatos, guessing that his battle with Elliog wasn’t going well, and fearing there was no opportunity to bring that Dragon-man Species down.

"What do you think that transferee named Caleb Wuz was thinking before he was consumed by chaos? I’ve heard that before the Dragon God hunted him down and before he escaped, his mind was already unclear. You are in a similar situation to him right now. Can’t you tell me, what are you thinking now, what was he thinking then?"

"..."

Fisher bit his lip and lowered his head, not responding to Agares’s words, but his consciousness unknowingly drifted along with the scene she described, once again seeing the demigod roaring at "himself" in the skies above the Fermat Baha Dragon Court.

That day was overcast and rainy, identical to today’s weather, with Fisher standing motionlessly, as if he had turned into the powerless Caleb Wuz, kneeling on the ground...

"Transferee, time and time again you provoke, for what purpose?!"

"I... I want to break free from my fate... Dragon God, let me enter the Spirit Realm, it was just an inch away... I was just a step away from..."

Caleb Wuz’s expression grew increasingly despairing, because it wasn’t until recently that he understood everything within the chaotic knowledge.

As Fisher saw it, Caleb Wuz’s notes recorded many thoughts during his chaotic knowledge research, but these thoughts inevitably lagged because the Completion Manual was written in advance.

In the manual, Caleb Wuz didn’t detail all he had seen in past incarnations to Fisher, didn’t explain what the "abyss of consciousness" had explicitly told him, nor did he write why, despite experiencing so many past life memories, he stubbornly insisted on entering the Spirit Realm.

But now, the chaos flooding into Fisher’s body unveiled all the answers.

Before Caleb Wuz’s eyes, a blonde mother and daughter appeared, and Fisher could almost instantly recognize them as Caleb Wuz’s deceased wife and daughter.

But quickly, their forms began to change constantly; they shifted from a smiling human pair into two blobs of varying scale, coated in mucus. Yet Caleb Wuz saw them as equally familiar, and they began transforming into alien existences...

From normal carbon-based life to peculiar silicon-based entities, from massive cosmic camels to tiny two-dimensional creatures, until those figures turned into a blurred concept: Lost Love.

Caleb Wuz painfully clutched his head and dropped to the ground, dark mud pouring relentlessly from his mouth and nose.

His soul had, indeed, wandered through countless civilizations and races, enduring separation’s agony in every life.

It’s as if he had experienced a life of every sentient being in the universe, feeling such beautiful emotions — those that humans can comprehend and those beyond comprehension — inevitably doomed to be lost to unknown reasons...

Is it truly destiny? Is he really cursed with such bad luck to face this torment in each life and every moment?

Or is some mighty god secretly manipulating everything, mockingly watching as he reviewed past lives, gradually compressing sorrow into despair?

Yes, Caleb Wuz gradually understood; it takes such intense awareness across hundreds, thousands, millions of lifetimes to become...

The Base of the Ocean.

The figures of Caleb Wuz and Fisher seemed to merge across centuries, as Caleb Wuz’s mission interrupted by the Dragon God awaited so long, finally evolving from chaotic knowledge into Fisher’s body. At this moment, Fisher inherited the extreme despair Caleb Wuz felt before his death.

This agony from the consciousness’s origin seemed poised to melt him, and instinctively he wanted to reject this process, but Agares seized the opportunity of his lowered head to struggle against the soul chaos inside.

Then abruptly severed her limbs bound by dark mud, poised to fly backward and leave, intending personally to bring that Dragon-man Species back.

"Come... back to me..."

Commanded by his instincts, Agares had yet to exhale relief when the dark mud within Fisher rapidly expanded, extending tens of meters in an instant. In a distorted form, Fisher finally released the humanoid shape he’d adhered to, beginning to transform into his soul’s true appearance.