Demi-human Girls Completion Manual Chapter 1324 - 19: Punishment (Part 3)
"I want my sister to witness my love, to feel my joy. What do you want me to do? Accept other women and share you with them without feeling guilty? I can’t bear to hurt Moli. How much does Renie occupy your heart, and even Elizabeth and her Nali beat me to the point where I’m covered in bruises and don’t dare to go north..."
"You were originally the noble prince favored by the Human Empress, such a distinguished person, a gemstone renowned in the human world. And me, a daughter of a tribe leader from the Southern Continent’s native demi-humans, a Dragon-man Species who nearly became a slave, a defeated Queen beaten powerless by humans and traitors..."
"I’ve worked so hard just to be worthy of you, but now it seems no matter what I do, I can never be worthy. What do you want me to do? Waiting or striving, none of it helps. What do you wish for me to do?"
"Fisher..."
"Fisher..."
In the end, the tears that she showed only to Fisher couldn’t help but burst out, leaving a noticeable steaming streak on her beautiful face.
She moved closer to Fisher, as if embracing him, yet seemed worried and afraid to go forward, that feeling of never quite being able to get closer made her feel sad, and the so-called other Ladies and Moli were just the manifestation of that feeling.
Her career completely stalled; she didn’t know there was the help of demons on the human side, she only felt that she wasn’t strong enough, not working hard enough, even though she was beaten to the point of defeat, she never gave up, yet still harbored doubts and anxiety in her heart.
Is it really that merely having an intimate connection means everything, does it mean she has walked into his heart, arrived at his side?
If that were the case, Rafael wouldn’t have separated from Fisher in the past but followed him back to Saint Nali.
What she desires is to stand beside him freely and equally, but now she is moving further and further from that goal, so much so that such an unequal her doesn’t even dare to express exclusivity to Fisher.
How could she possibly compete with Elizabeth, that ominous shadow like the Demon King hanging over the Southern Continent?
She cried helplessly, the questioning turned out to be just the doubts and discontent within her heart, and she couldn’t even summon the courage to tightly embrace Fisher.
Amid Rafael’s sobs, Fisher suddenly felt her open her mouth wide, biting down hard on his shoulder.
The Dragon-man Species’ sharp teeth pierced through his clothing, ready to embed into Fisher’s skin, spilling blood.
But due to the rank difference, even with all her might, she could leave only a faint row of tooth marks.
Who knows if she wished to use this pain to drive Fisher away, to make him understand the barbarity of the Dragon-man Species Rafael, and the vast gulf of differences from the noble human civilization.
But such crying bites couldn’t hurt Fisher’s skin; the hurt was in the heart.
In silence, Fisher gradually embraced Rafael, who maintained some distance with him, pulling her closer bit by bit, making her bite more intense, until fully intertwined with him.
"Ugh..."
"The matters of Moli and other women, all the blame is mine. It’s my greed hidden inside that ignited the wrong flame, and it burned onto you, plunging you into torment."
At this moment, his blame towards the Demi-human Girls Completion Manual turns ultimate.
Perhaps Helair was right, the "reproduction points" added by the Demi-human Girls Completion Manual were not merely in the biological reproduction plane, more importantly, it ignited his own unrestrained possessiveness towards others, only by having them could he gain momentary satisfaction, which is why Fisher was never able to resolve his desires himself.
It wasn’t physical desire, but soul desire.
When he hadn’t encountered other Ladies, his body functioned normally, never had any abnormal reactions, which already illustrates this point.
Therefore, in the past, Fisher would often blame the Demi-human Girls Completion Manual, if it hadn’t been for it... and so on.
But now, confronting Rafael in agony before him, he felt it was entirely his own fault.
No matter how many reasons might be because of the Demi-human Girls Completion Manual, in the end, it was his inability to control greed that caused such a mistake, he must admit that.
Therefore, even if Emhardt hadn’t informed him in advance, even when he suddenly faced such a situation, even when making Rafael feel pain and thus himself feel deep guilt, he must admit, he must bear the consequences.
"For this, I feel deep guilt. But you’re wrong, I never blamed you, never thought of you as lowly, nor ever intended to punish you. Whether you’re the Queen of the Dragon Court or the little dragon from before, I’ve always viewed you equally, and this has never changed from the beginning, nor will it change now."
"Rafael, perhaps you don’t know why I initially went to the Southern Continent, why I found you and not someone else. After all, someone like me has never been interested in slaves. To find you, I crossed the entire Southern Continent to reach the south, and finally found your clues from a person named ’Orn,’ who came from Philone City."