Shota's Isekai NTR Adventure Chapter 2043: This is mine

"Are you certain you don't require our assistance?"

"No, I'm okay. Allow me some time to ponder this on my own, and I'll inform you if I need any support." I replied to the group who appeared eager to participate.

Not only the dwarves showed interest in joining, but the researchers seemed keen to dive in as well.

Indeed, this experiment marked uncharted territory.

The process involved channeling the entirety of my divine energy into a single point, which sparked their curiosity about the outcomes of such a concentrated surge.

Yet, I had no intention of letting others witness it.

I explained that uncertainty about the results made caution the wisest choice.

In truth, my goal was to conceal the details.

I preferred keeping my plans under wraps, as holding onto some mysteries proved advantageous.

Ultimately, I cleared the room of everyone, leaving me in solitude.

Still, once they departed, uncertainty lingered about my next steps.

Despite desiring a unique creation exclusively for myself, I lacked clarity on what form it should take.

Various possibilities existed, yet none truly appealed to me. My limited training meant I hadn't discovered my preferred tools.

Though magic and divine energy served as my primary forces, they remained abilities loaned from external sources.

"It appears I possess nothing truly personal." I murmured to myself, a wry grin crossing my lips.

I lingered there, gazing at my palm momentarily, then lifted it before my face and shut my eyes. With eyes closed, I summoned divine energy into my grasp, attempting to envision an item uniquely mine.

Regrettably, the effort yielded no success.

"Naturally, divine energy can't discern what's ideal for me. Without my own vision for creation, it won't manifest independently." I uttered with a heavy exhale.

Given the speculative nature of the attempt, failure came as no shock.

Divine energy held no omnipotent quality to resolve every dilemma.

Thus, I reverted to initial deliberations.

"Which attribute would fit me perfectly?"

This core question demanded resolution, as it would guide my choice of creation.

Nevertheless, during reflection, no ideas surfaced.

I had arrived in this realm post-death with nothing in hand... Actually, one possession lingered from before, though unused for ages.

The challenges I faced had outgrown the utility of my system's offerings.

While the system's gifts aided in building ties with various races, they proved ineffective against Destruction's might. Hence, I'd long ceased seeking system rewards.

Yet, upon contemplation, a curiosity arose...

"Suppose I forged a dildo bat from divine energy? Might it retain those traits?"

Oddly, this idea only now emerged, though its logic rang true.

The system's inherent traits deterred linking it to godly divine power, yet the pairing struck me as promising, particularly given my familiarity with its potentials.

This prompted me to summon the system for any possible contributions.

My aim was to craft The Penetrator, though I also hoped for superior options from the system. After all, The Penetrator's sole boon lay in its piercing capabilities.

Breaching the barriers of corruption energy beasts posed no issue.

The true challenge involved eradicating corruption energy, which required divine purification. Thus, despite The Penetrator's formidable strength, it offered no aid in the purification process.

Silence greeted my summons to the system, leaving a trace of letdown.

Evidently, the system drew a blank, which wasn't unexpected since it lacked universal ingenuity.

The system excelled in its designated functions.

Beyond those, it offered little else.

Such was my assumption until the system abruptly declared, "Host, you embody a fusion of diverse elements. Your adaptability and skill in merging them define your uniqueness."

The system's words stunned me, as it had never dispensed such guidance previously.

Typically, it communicated like a mechanical entity, restricted to predefined responses. Yet here it delivered genuine insight...

"Are you truly alive?" I instinctively queried the system.

Ultimately, no reply came from the system.

I drew in a steadying breath before voicing, "What exactly are you? Though you're tied to me, you don't quite feel like it..."