Reborn Aristocrat: Oppressing Chapter 1766
“Tell me, what does he want to say to me?”Lu Man looked at Zhai an and asked.
Zhai an pursed her lips and smiled. She admitted, “Yes, cousin asked me to come over.”
Lu Man smiled coldly.
“He actually just asked me to come over to accompany you,”Zhai an said. “He didn’t ask me to persuade you.”
As for him, he really did not think that he could advise her on anything.
No one could explain the matters of love.
Nor could they feel it.
“When I just arrived, I heard from butler Wang that you have anorexia during pregnancy,”Zhai an asked.
“Probably.”She was not sure about the specifics.
The doctor did not tell her.
He only told Mo Xiuyuan.
In the eyes of outsiders, she was still the Lu Manman who belonged to Mo Xiuyuan.
But in her heart? !
This person should have disappeared into thin air a long time ago.
“I know that you are a rational person, but sometimes you can try to vent.”Zhai an looked at her pale face. “At least, don’t really hurt yourself in this relationship.”
“I’m already hurt.”Lu man smiled at Zhai An.
She even smiled brightly when she said that.
“I’m really hurt. That’s why I suppressed myself to accept it.”Lu man paused for a moment. “You should know this feeling too. It’s on Gu Xin.”
Zhai an was suddenly speechless.
“But Gu Xin is better than Mo Xiuyuan. At least, she won’t continue to do whatever she wants in your world under the pretense of ‘still loving’. “He won’t know what this means to me. It means that I will slowly wear away all my attachment to him until there is nothing left…”
“That’s because he knows that he will really lose you completely. That’s why he used such a method to keep you here,”Zhai an said quietly. Then, she looked at Lu Man and continued, “Of course, I don’t Say Anything Nice to my cousin. I understand that you understand him as well. However, our perspective and experience are different. Therefore, I can really understand and you can only force yourself to understand. “Up until now, you guys have come to this point and faced everything. I can only say that fate is playing tricks on you. As for the rest, I don’t know what other words I can use to explain it.”
“Fate is playing tricks on You?”Lu Man repeated Zhai an’s words.
If everything could be explained by fate, then what did the words ‘man triumphs over heaven’mean? !
“Forget it, just take it as it is.”Lu Man really felt very tired and did not want to bother with words anymore.
“Actually, he is not having a better time than you,”Zhai an said.
As for how he was having a hard time, he did not say it out in detail.
Lu Man did not ask either.
The two of them had some space to remain silent. Zhai an seemed to feel that the topic was a little depressing. He thought for a moment and said, “Zhai Yi is going to be in court next week.”
“So Soon?”
“Yes,”Zhai an said. “I heard that he is very cooperative in court.”
“That’s good too. Actually, Zhai Yi did not have a good time in his previous life. It might be a good thing for him to have such an ending in this life.”
“Every time you talk about your previous life, I want to laugh.”Zhai an smiled and tried to make the atmosphere less awkward. “It feels like a dream, and I still believe in you.”
“Because it’s all the truth.”Lu Man was very serious.
“Alright, it’s all the truth.”Zhai an echoed. Then, she thought of something. “By the way, did you see the news today?”
“Which aspect?”
“It’s the news comments that your father is very popular and has a lot of prestige in the business world.”
“I saw it,”Lu man said. “This is the best ending that I can do for him. It’s my limit.”
“It’s already considered a very shocking limit.”. “Generally speaking, not to mention that most people don’t have your wisdom, even when faced with such a situation, there are very few who can be as calm as you. In fact, I’m still very puzzled as to why I didn’t fall in love with you first.”Zhai an felt that it was a little unbelievable.
“Because we are too similar!”Lu man smiled as if she was reminded of her childhood sweetheart, “That’s why everyone likes Gu Xin, who is heartless and brings happiness to people all the time. You should be glad that I am not a man. Otherwise, I would have been bleeding when I was young.”
Zhai an seemed to be thinking about that scene as well.
The two of them talked to each other, and the atmosphere became very relaxed.
Friendship was like this. It would not give you too strong a feeling, but it would always play a crucial role at the crucial moment.
“By the way, do you need me to ask Gu Xin to come back to accompany you?”Zhai an said, “She will follow the filming crew across the country.”
“There’s no need. Let her train more. It’s rare for her to suddenly become serious. Moreover, I really don’t feel that I need someone to accompany me at this moment.”
Zhai an smiled helplessly. “Maybe, she will come back when Zhai Yi goes to court.”
“Maybe,”Lu Man agreed.
Zhai an stayed with her in the ward for most of the afternoon.
She only left after receiving an urgent call from the company.
Zhai an was actually very busy. With three companies operating at the same time, even gods would become crazy.
After Zhai an left, the ward became quiet again.
She faced the huge ward alone. The nurses and nurses accompanying her were called out by her, saying that they would be called out if anything happened.
She was alone, staring at the ceiling in a daze.
She did not know how long she would stay here, nor did she know when Mo Xiuyuan would appear. At this moment, other than the remaining desire to live, she really had nothing to look forward to, sometimes, she even felt that when the baby moved in her stomach, it did not have the same palpitations as before.
She really did not know what this meant..
And just like that, she felt the feeling of time passing like years.
The door was suddenly pushed open again.
Lu man turned her head and looked at Mo Xiuyuan.
She saw him appear in the ward again.
She looked away.
She always thought that he would not appear for a long time, but he always appeared in front of her so abruptly.
He sat beside her bed.
She saw the back of her hand that was wrapped in white bandages and the marks of needles on the back of his other hand.
When Zhai an came, she said that he was not better than her now.
That was probably what she meant.
“Manman,”mo xiuyuan said, “Have the baby.”
Lu Man Man stared at him intently.
“I will try my best to be with you during this period of time when you are pregnant.”
“Can you consider it as making up for me?”Lu Man asked him in a cold voice.
Mo Xiuyuan was silent and could not say a word.
“Mo Xiuyuan.”Lu man lowered her eyes and did not look at his appearance. She only spoke in a cold and indifferent voice, “I remember that I wanted to tell you that I had experienced some bad things in the past, so I would know what it feels like to lose a loved one and imagine how it feels to be sad. “And I also told you that my ability is limited. The people I can protect are limited in what they can do. For this child, after it is born, I will be afraid that I don’t have the ability to make the child’s life better. “I’m afraid that I won’t be able to protect this child!”
“I’ll protect it.”Mo Xiu looked at her from afar and said deeply, “I’ll protect you.”
Lu Man smiled.
It wasn’t a sneer.
It was just a chill in her heart.
Until now, he still didn’t understand. Did she really not dare to have any expectations for him? !
Even if she gave birth to a daughter.
Even if she left her daughter to him, she didn’t think that her daughter would live happily and that her daughter would live a carefree and risk-free life.
She was really afraid.
She was afraid that one day, her child would also become a political sacrifice.
At that time, she reckoned that she would no longer have any reason to work hard to be strong. She did not know what would become of her at that time!
So..
She had the intention of not wanting this child.
No, it was a sudden thought.
No, it was emotional.
“Mo Xiuyuan, let’s part on good terms,”Lu man said word by word.
Mo Xiuyuan’s fingers could not help but clench tightly. The emotions that he was suppressing were constantly suppressed.
“From the moment you bought the Lu Corporation, I really felt that it was impossible for us to go back to the past. “No matter what reason you have, no matter how shocking your reasons are, I think that we have reached the end of our relationship. At least, in the past, in My Heart, you and Wen Yun were different. But now, I can’t lie to myself, I can’t lie to myself that you at least love me more than Wen Yun.”Lu Man looked up at Mo Xiuyuan.
Looking at his tensed face, it seemed that he had been enduring.
She said, “Mo Xiuyuan, we don’t want this child anymore, let’s divide it thoroughly. In the future, you go your way, I’ll go mine. From now on, the Jianghu Road is far away, we don’t have to see each other again.”
A suffocating space.
The air seemed to be cold.
It was so quiet that not a single sound could be heard.
The silence between the two of them was completely silent.
For a long time.
So long that time seemed to have stopped.
Mo Xiuyuan said, “I won’t agree to it.”
Lu man bit her lip and looked at him.
“I’ve said before that I won’t let you go alone in this life. The ends of the Earth, the parting of life and death, wherever you are, I’ll be there. “I’m very selfish. I Won’t let anyone touch my things. Even if it’s incomplete, I don’t want to throw it to others.”
“Must it be like this?”
“I know that I’m very cruel, but Lu Man Man, I won’t let go. I Won’t Let Go!”Mo Xiuyuan said fiercely, “If you don’t eat, you won’t be able to eat. It’s okay. I’ll get the Doctor to keep giving you fluids. I’ll get the Doctor to take care of you. Now that medicine is very advanced, it’s easy to protect the child in your stomach.”
Lu Man looked at Mo Xiuyuan coldly. She looked at his expression and his sudden cruelty.
“I’m sorry,”Mo Xiuyuan said.
He said he was sorry.
But he would not let go.
“I just want you to be able to walk with me!”Mo Xiuyuan’s Throat was fluctuating. He reached out and pulled Lu Man’s hand.
The rejection and even annoyance on Lu Man’s face were obvious.
However, Mo Xiuyuan still firmly held her hand in his palm. Her hand was very cold, so cold that it made him scared. He brought her hand to his heart and let her cold palm tightly press against his white shirt, “Don’t push me away like that.”
“You will only make my heart grow cold.”
“I will help you warm up. One day, I will help you warm up!”
“One day…”Lu man sneered.
One day, we will lose each other!
..
That negotiation.
It ended in failure.
Lu Man did not expect Mo Xiuyuan to be so persistent.
She also did not expect that in the next week, Mo Xiuyuan would not leave her side.
She changed her ward.
She changed to a more advanced vacation ward in a villa.
He handled his business in her ward. He ate and slept in her ward. He stayed with her in her ward and did not move a single step.
The doctor confirmed that she was “Anorexia gravida”. She needed a lot of fluids to maintain her nutrition every day. However, she still lost weight. Miraculously, the flesh on her body became less and less. Even her stomach seemed to have become much smaller, however, the Doctor said that the baby was very good and healthy.
Mo Xiuyuan was right.
Medicine was very advanced now.
It was easy for her to keep her child.
What could she get for doing this? !
She was afraid that her parents would cry when they saw her one day.
They would be sad because of her own actions.
Therefore, during the week that she spent with Mo Xiuyuan, she took the initiative to say, “Help me find a psychiatrist.”
At that time, Mo Xiuyuan had just finished dealing with state affairs. The Minister of Internal Affairs had personally come to the ward to get his approval documents. He had traveled all the way from the imperial capital to Wen City just for a state affairs internal approval document that he had personally signed.
Actually, Mo Xiuyuan’s office and her bed were separated by a room. The State Council ministers who came to visit Mo Xiuyuan only knew that she was sick, but no one knew whether she was serious or not, what kind of illness did she have? She thought that there should be some voices of doubt in the imperial court regarding Mo Xiuyuan’s irrational behavior.
No matter what, she should not have moved her office to the hospital and moved it to the ward, and it was not even in the imperial capital.
However, these things were not very important to her.
All she wanted was to protect herself.
After Mo Xiuyuan heard what Lu Man said, he was a little stunned.
This was the first thing she had said to her in a week, so he was a little stunned.
Lu Man thought that he did not hear her, so she repeated, “Help me find a psychiatrist.”
“Okay.”Mo Xiuyuan nodded.
He was a little excited, but at that moment, there was only a simple note.
“You don’t have to watch over me anymore. Unless you kill me, I won’t choose to commit suicide,”Lu man said word by word.
Mo Xiuyuan’s little bit of joy was frozen on his face.
“I think I might have a psychological reason,”Lu man ignored his expression and said straightforwardly, “And I can’t adjust myself, so I think maybe a psychologist can help me.”
Mo Xiuyuan nodded. “Okay, I’ll go to a psychologist.”
“Thank you,”he said unnaturally, “Thank you.”.
He was always able to widen the gap between them that they could not cross at any time.
Mo Xiuyuan walked out.
Lu Man looked at his back indifferently.
One day, she would lose her patience.
She closed her eyes and quietly waited for the arrival of the psychiatrist.
In the afternoon.
The psychiatrist named Lee appeared in front of her. He was tall and big. He had gentle eyes and was very handsome. When he smiled, he would reveal his white teeth. He said that he was already 35 years old, but he looked like he was only in his early 20s, he said that it was because he had always maintained a sunny and positive attitude.
Lu Man Man could smile at anyone, but the only thing that would not be smiling was at him.
Mo Xiuyuan watched them chatting casually and silently left the room.
Lu Man Man was still rational after all. In the end, she would still choose the best way of life for her.
As for him, he really did not know whether to be happy or sad.
The psychologist would visit each time in the morning and afternoon.
Every time, he would talk to her for half an hour to an hour. She would sincerely share her thoughts with him. She was trying very hard to make herself walk in a good direction. She was very active and cooperative, however, the effect was not obvious at all.
Every time she ate, she would still throw up.
She would throw up to the point of tearing her heart out.
No matter how hard Wang Zhong cooked, no matter how many different ways he cooked, Lu man would throw up as soon as she ate, she could not control it.
Lu Man had really lost a lot of weight.
This was the first impression that Gu Xin gave her when she came back after going out with the filming crew for more than half a month.
Gu Xin thought that she was already in a sorry state. During the time that the filming crew had been following her, she had not been able to eat or sleep well, her living conditions were not very good, and she even had to take care of the staff of the celebrity filming crew, she felt that her life was worse than death. When she had come back last night, her father had almost not recognized her because he had gone to the plateau region. After coming back, he had suntanned himself, and he looked really like a hot chick, when she had looked at herself in the mirror, she had almost cried in fright.
However, she had never expected that Lu Man’s life would be even worse than hers.
When she had called Lu Man to say that she was back and wanted to visit her, she had said that she was in the hospital.
She thought that it was just a simple pregnancy, but she did not expect to see such a Haggard man man.
When she came, she was vomiting, and it was heart-wrenching.
It looked very scary.
She also saw Mo Xiuyuan, standing beside Lu man, watching her vomit, watching her vomit..
After she vomited.
The Doctor began to give Lu man an infusion.
Her slender hands had become thinner, and both of the backs of her hands were covered with blue and purple marks. It was said that man man was allergic to indwelling needles.
She sat beside man man’s bed. The other staff members, including Mo Xiuyuan, had all left.
They had only given birth to the two of them. It was unknown if they were giving each other time to talk.
“Why are you suddenly so quiet? You Don’t look like you anymore,”Lu Man Man took the initiative to speak. As she spoke, she even smiled.
“Man Man,”Gu Xin looked at her. “You’ve lost too much weight.”
“Anorexia during pregnancy. Whenever I eat, I throw up,”Lu man said. “Right now, we can only rely on nutrient fluids.”
“Why is it like this?”
“I don’t know why it’s like this either.”
“Is it because of Mo Xiuyuan?”Gu Xin asked her. “It’s because of him that you’v