Re-Awakened :I Ascend as an SSS-Ranked Dragon Summoner Chapter 668: A long goodbye part 2

Arthur looked at her.

Not the way he probably looked at her before this conversation. He looked at her the way he looked at things he was seeing properly for the first time, with everything Noah had laid on the table sitting behind his eyes, and the look lasted long enough that Gigarose’s smile, which never disappeared, went very still underneath itself.

It lasted less than a second.

She recovered the way she always recovered, with ease.

"The city is not fully secured," she said. "There are districts that still need—"

"Did you arm them."

His voice was quiet. That low, furious quiet.

Gigarose looked at him.

"The dragon knight order," Arthur said. "The abilities. The gates." He did not raise his voice. He did not need to. "Every knight I have fought across this campaign. Every ability that has cost me men and time and resources." He took one step toward her. "Did you give them that."

Gigarose tilted her head slightly.

"Arthur," she said warmly.

"Answer the question."

She smiled. Not the polite one, not the pleasant open expression she wore when she was managing a room. The real one, the one that went slightly too wide and stayed there.

"Yes," she said.

The throne room was completely silent.

"And you," she continued, her voice dropping to something almost fond, "I found after the tomb when you were already burning and I simply..." she opened one hand, a small graceful gesture, "kept you warm." She looked at him with those eyes that were warm in the way that certain things were warm before they burned you. "You were so angry, Arthur. You were so beautifully, perfectly angry. All that fury with nowhere to go." She clasped her hands back in front of her. "I gave it direction. You should be grateful."

Arthur looked at her for a long moment.

Noah stood at the edge of the room and watched both of them and kept very still because the air in the throne room had taken on the quality of air in the moment before lightning arrived, when the charge had built to the point where the strike was no longer a possibility but a certainty waiting for its moment.

He was ready if it came.

"Grateful," Arthur said.

"You have waged war across three kingdoms," Gigarose said pleasantly. "You have dismantled institutions that have existed for generations. You have done things that will be spoken about for centuries." She looked at him with something that was almost admiration. "None of that happens without me keeping the fire lit."

"None of that happens," Arthur said, "without you making sure I always had something to burn."

Gigarose said nothing.

"Every time I was close to finished," Arthur said, his voice still quiet, still controlled, every word placed with the care of someone who had learned that precision was more dangerous than volume. "Every time the campaign was nearly done and the enemy was nearly broken. Something shifted. New resistance. New complications. New reasons to keep fighting." He looked at her. "That was you."

"Wars are complicated," Gigarose said.

"You prolonged every single one." He took another step toward her. "Because a finished war feeds nobody. But a war that never quite ends." He stopped three feet from her. "That is a meal that keeps producing."

Gigarose looked up at him.

Her smile had not disappeared. If anything it had settled into something more genuine, the expression of someone who had been seen properly for the first time and found it refreshing rather than threatening.

"You are so much cleverer than most of them," she said. "That has always been the thing about you. Most people I have worked with took decades to understand half of what you just said." She tilted her head. "Does it change anything?"

"Yes," Arthur said.

He picked up his coat from where it lay across a piece of fallen stone.

He put it on with the unhurried movements of someone who had made a decision and was no longer in any conversation that required his full attention.

"If we cross paths again," he said, not looking at her, smoothing the collar of the coat, "I will kill you."

Gigarose looked at him.

Something happened in her face that was not fear and was not surprise and was not anything that had a simple name. Her eyes went very bright and the smile that had been sitting at its usual width stretched just slightly further and she made a small sound that was almost a laugh and almost something else.

"Oh," she said softly. "Arthur."

She said his name like it was the most wonderful thing anyone had ever given her.

He walked past her toward the main doors.

He walked past Noah.

He stopped.

He did not look at Noah directly. He looked at the doors ahead of him and spoke to the space between them.

"Your kingdom is saved," he said. "Not by valor. Not by strategy. Not by anything that deserves the name of victory." He paused. "By waste. By a war that was never really aimed at what it claimed to be aimed at." He was quiet for a moment. "The thing I came here for was never here to begin with."

That last statement, Noah understood it more than Arthur ever knew.

He walked through the doors.

His footsteps crossed the corridor beyond and faded and the castle absorbed the silence he left behind.

Noah stood in the throne room.

Gigarose was still standing where Arthur had left her, looking at the doors he had walked through, and on her face was the expression of someone watching the most interesting thing that had happened to them in a very long time.

Then she turned and looked at Noah.

Noah looked at her.

"It’s not over," he said.

Gigarose smiled.

The full one.

"No," she said. "It really isn’t."

Noah turned and walked out.

A notification was already there when he reached the throne room doors.

[Quest Complete: Extinguish The Flames]

[All sealed functions restoring]

[Rewards accumulated — calculating]

It hit him the way warmth hit you when you stepped inside from genuine cold, not dramatic, just suddenly present everywhere at once, and he kept walking because there were things to do and the feeling of his abilities returning was something he would sit with properly when he had time to sit with anything properly.

Something had happened while he was frozen on the road. His system had done something he did not have a name for yet, shown him something or generated something or moved in a way he had never felt it move before, and whatever it was had been what broke Gigarose’s lock on him. He knew it. He would look at it properly when he could look at it properly. Not now.

He walked out of the castle into a city that did not know its war had just ended without a battle, civilians still running between buildings, Arthur’s soldiers standing in streets with no new orders arriving, the whole organized machinery of an invasion suddenly without direction from the top. It would take time for the confusion to resolve into something that looked like peace. That was not his problem to solve.

He had somewhere to be.

He found Ares two streets from the castle where the red death had settled in an open square that the local population had vacated with impressive speed. The Molten Core had cooled, the energy that had pushed them across the landscape at a speed Noah’s eyes had watered from now sitting quiet inside the dragon’s chest, and Ares looked at Noah with the amber eye as he approached with the patient attention of something that was waiting to find out what came next.

Noah put his hand on the scales at his jaw.

"One more thing," he said. "Then we are done here."

He climbed on and they went south toward home.

He did not go inside when he got there. He landed Ares at the road’s edge and walked to the door and knocked, which felt strange given that it was his door, but nothing about this moment was going to feel completely right and he had accepted that.

His mother opened it.

She looked at him standing there and did the thing she always did, the rapid read of his face and his posture and what both of them were communicating, and whatever she found there made her step forward and put her arms around him without asking any questions first.

He let her.

Gertrude appeared from inside at a run, her feet loud on the floorboards, and she hit him at the waist the way she always did and held on with both arms and her face buried against his side.

He stood there with both of them and said nothing for a while.

Then he stepped back.

"I have to go," he said. "Not the war. Something else, something I can not explain easily." He looked at both of them. "I do not know if you will remember me."

His mother’s face moved through several things and arrived at something steady.

"What kind of thing to say is that," she said. "Of course we will remember you."

"You’ll come back," Gertrude said, looking up at him with the certainty that only ten year olds carried about things they had decided were true. "You always come back."

He looked at them both.

He wanted to tell them everything. The whole length of it, what he actually was, where he had actually come from, the Noah Eclipse who had been living inside this life and had loved them in the way that you loved things that were real regardless of the circumstances that produced them. He wanted to say all of it and he knew that saying it would not give either of them anything useful and would take from them the version of this goodbye that they could actually hold onto.

So he hugged them both again, Gertrude first and then his mother, and then he walked back down the road to where Ares was waiting and he got on and he did not look back.

Holloway was an hour north at the speed Ares was willing to move with the Molten Core sitting quiet, and Noah spent the hour looking at the landscape below and thinking about nothing in particular and everything at once, which was how he processed things when the things were too large for any single thread to carry them.

The cave entrance was visible from altitude by the cold blue glow coming from inside it.

He landed at the base of the slope and walked up.

Pip was sitting at the cave mouth with his chakram on his knee and his face carrying the full record of what the road had done to it, every impact documented in the swelling and the bruising with the thoroughness of a man whose face had been in the wrong place at several decisive moments. He looked up when Noah reached him and did not say anything immediately, just looked at him the way people looked at things they were confirming were still real.

Nami was beside him, her leg bandaged with strips of cloth that Werner had clearly provided given the efficiency of the binding. She met Noah’s eyes and nodded once.

Werner stood a little apart from both of them, his gauntlet hand at his side, and he was looking at the cave mouth with the expression of a man who had been listening to what was inside and had not yet decided how he felt about it.

Inside the cave something was moving.

Small sounds, the click of claws on stone, the soft percussive rhythm of small bodies investigating the world they had arrived in, and underneath all of it the low cycling breath of something considerably larger that had recently emerged from a cocoon and was still remembering the full dimensions of itself.

Noah went in.

The Empress was standing at the far end of the nesting chamber with her wingspan half open, not aggressively, just the natural posture of something reclaiming its sense of its own size after a long confinement. The hatchlings were everywhere around her, twenty-three of the original eggs plus however many the cocoon had produced, waddling across the cave floor on legs that had opinions about direction and had not yet reached a consensus. They were small and dark and the electrical lines already running through their scales were thin threads of blue that brightened when they moved and dimmed when they stopped, like the charge was responding to activity.

The Empress looked at Noah when he came in.

He walked toward her slowly, keeping his pace even, his hands at his sides. Her spines fanned slightly and then settled, the recognition working through her even before he was close enough to touch, and when he stopped three feet away and raised his open palm she lowered her head without hesitating and touched her nose to it.

Cold and deliberate.

The void energy came from his palm outward and ran along the electrical lines in her scales, following the channels that had been there since she hatched, and the Eclipse insignia formed at her forehead in that deep purple-black, visible for two full seconds, and then sank into the scales and was gone.

[Bond Established]

[Name?]

Noah looked at her.

"Gail," he said.

She blinked at him with those pale silver eyes and the electrical lines across her body brightened briefly and settled.

He walked back out of the cave.

Pip looked up at him. Werner turned from the cave mouth. Nami watched him come out and looked at his face and then at the cave behind him and then back at his face.

"So," Pip said. "What happens now."

Noah looked at the three of them, at Pip’s broken face and Nami’s bound leg and Werner’s gauntlet with the chunk missing from its facing, at the people who had walked into a war room with him and down a road in the dark and into a fight that had cost them things they were not going to get back.

"I need to get you home," he said. "All of you." He paused. "But first I need to ask you something."

None of them spoke. Waiting.

"Will you follow me?" he said. "Wherever."

Pip looked at him with the expression of a man who found the question slightly insulting.

"I have been following you since training," Pip said. "Into a gate and a warden fight and a harbor battle and a pass and a war room and a road where Egor nearly killed all of us." He spread his hands. "At what point did this start looking like something I was doing conditionally?"

Nami said, "Yes." Just that.

Werner looked at Noah for a moment. Then he said, "Yes." And the way he said it carried the weight of a man who had spent weeks deciding whether to trust something and had arrived at the decision on the road when everything was falling apart and had not changed it since.

Noah looked at them.

[Condition for Domain Link met]

[Domain Travel: Activated]

The purple glow came from the ground upward, covering all three of them simultaneously, and Pip looked down at his own hands going purple and his own feet dissolving into light with the expression of a man who had decided some time ago that his life simply contained things that did not have explanations and that being upset about this was a waste of energy he did not have.

"Oh," Pip said, looking at his disappearing hands. "This is new."

Then they were gone.

Noah stood in the clearing outside the cave.

He looked at Shade first, recovered, patient, those violet-rimmed black eyes watching him from near the cave entrance. Then he looked at the cave mouth where the sounds of hatchlings were still coming through, the waddling and the clicking and the occasional bright flare of an electrical line responding to something exciting.

He sent Shade into the domain first.

Then he went back into the cave and sent the hatchlings through in clusters, opening and closing the domain connection in quick succession, the cave emptying gradually, the sounds fading, the blue glow from the hatchlings’ electrical lines disappearing one cluster at a time until the chamber was just stone and dark and the smell of something cold that had been living here and was now elsewhere.

Gail went last.

The Empress walked through the domain opening without hesitation, trusting the bond the way new bonds trusted, completely and without the qualification that came later with experience, and then the cave was empty and Noah was standing alone in it with the echo of everything it had held.

He walked out.

Ares was at the slope’s base where he had landed, the amber eye finding Noah as he came down, and Noah walked to him and put his hand on the scales at his jaw and stood there for a moment with his forehead against the warm surface.

"Thank you," he said. "For all of it."

Ares made a sound low in his chest that had no translation and did not need one.

Noah climbed on.

He came down at the capital’s eastern gate as the morning was settling into itself, the city still loud with the confusion of an invasion that had stopped receiving direction from the top, soldiers standing in streets without orders, civilians beginning to cautiously test the air to see if the danger had actually passed.

Pip and Nami and Werner were standing at the gate where the domain travel had deposited them, looking at each other and at the city around them with the expressions of people who had just been somewhere else and were recalibrating.

Noah landed Ares twenty feet from them and climbed down.

He walked to them and they looked at him and nobody said anything for a moment because the moment was too large for anyone to know where to start with it.

"I am going to spare you the headache of an explanation," Noah said. "I would not know where to begin anyway and I am not sure beginning would help." He looked at each of them. "You are home. The war is over, or it will be when people figure out it is over, which will take a few days because people are slow about these things." He paused. "You are going to be fine."

Pip looked at him.

"Are you?" Pip said.

Noah looked at him.

"I think so," he said, which was the truest answer available.

Nami stepped forward and put her arms around him and held on for a moment and he held on back and neither of them said anything because they had already said the things that needed saying on a road and everything since then had confirmed them.

She stepped back.

Werner looked at Noah across the space between them and raised his gauntleted hand, not a salute, not a formal gesture, just a raise, one person to another, I see you, I know what this was, that is enough.

Noah raised his hand back.

Then he walked to Ares and sent him into the domain as well and then he looked at the three of them standing at the eastern gate one more time.

Then he pulled up the system interface.

[Exit Current Mission?]

[YES / NO]

He looked at the two options for a moment.

He selected YES.

The capital dissolved.

The eastern gate dissolved.

Pip and Nami and Werner dissolved.

And a throne room assembled itself around him in their place, stone floor and high ceiling and torches burning in their brackets and the broken throne at the far end, exactly as he had left it, exactly as it had been when this started.

And standing between him and the broken throne, arms folded, chains clinking softly against his armor, the hammer on his back catching the torchlight and throwing it back gold, was Ego.

The Last Dragon Knight looked at Noah across the throne room.

"I am Ego," he said. "Last Dragon Kni