Hidden Marriage, Overbearing Love: Mr! Please Let Me Go Chapter 1569: I'm Afraid to Be with You
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Xia Qingqian gently closed her eyes, letting him kiss her moist cheeks, her lips slightly moving as she whispered, “Yao, I’m really scared. I’m afraid that being with you will make life uneasy. Will your family really accept my identity?”
“By saying this, are you saying you don’t want the children to have a complete family? Just tell me, do you still have feelings for me?” Beitang Yao kissed her trembling eyelashes, “Qian Qian, I’ve said more than once, this is the relationship I want, and it absolutely won’t be influenced by my family, you know?”
“But that’s your family; don’t you all emphasize being well-matched in social status?” Xia Qingqian was very insecure. Although she had given birth to the Beitang family’s bloodline, she still had self-awareness. She shook her head and whispered, “Yao, this is a tradition passed down for five thousand years in China, marrying within your social class is something that can never be changed.”
“Qian Qian, forget about my family background for a moment and tell me honestly, don’t deceive me!” He took a deep breath and asked with perfect enunciation, “Do you love me?”
Xia Qingqian was momentarily stumped by his question, her mind short-circuiting.
Love?
Yes, love!
But, does he need such a humble love?
If she didn’t love him, how could she endure his suspicions and hurts every time?
Every time, she chooses to forgive him because she knows the scars in his heart, and he is someone who also needs to be loved.
“When a woman is willing to bear children for a man, she truly loves him, no matter how much he hurts her heart,” she said softly, willingly extending her arms to circle his lean waist, “Yao, even if there are misunderstandings between us in the future, please don’t drive me away from your side, okay?”
She’s afraid that if he drives her away, she won’t be able to see the babies all the time!
Zi Jian, Zi Che, and Zi Jin are her lifeline. Even without Beitang Yao, she cannot live without the three babies!
“No, how could I still hurt your heart? You are about to be my wife, how could I drive you away from my side? If the babies knew I treated their mommy like that, they would never forgive me for a lifetime!” Beitang Yao held her tightly, the force neither too heavy nor too light, just right.
Xia Qingqian closed her eyes, listening to the promise from his lips, and feeling warm inside.
“Then let’s not have a wedding, okay? Let’s just live like this…” She knew saying this would definitely displease him, but she had to say it.
Sure enough, his body stiffened, and he said nonchalantly, “Qian Qian, how can you be so unbelievable? Everyone else gets married with grandeur, holding weddings, why should we not? Don’t you want to have a perfect, romantic wedding?”
She gently shook her head, “As long as you’ve promised me a wedding in your heart, I’m satisfied. I really don’t dare to ask for too much. I’m afraid it’s not real.”
“My silly Qian Qian, all this is my fault, making you so afraid.” He sighed lightly, then reached out to brush away the stray hairs on her forehead and kissed deeply, “Qian Qian, I will rid all your worries from your heart.”
His large hand slowly moved downward, slipping under her skirt.
Xia Qingqian was startled, hurriedly reaching out to grasp his large hand, suddenly looking up at him, and frowning as she asked, “Yao, what are you doing?”
He merely smiled gently, as if to say, isn’t this a question with an obvious answer?