Demi-human Girls Completion Manual Chapter 1566 - 89: Not So
Previously on Demi-human Girls Completion Manual...
He was a living person, and since he was a living person, it was inevitable that he had concerns in his heart. He would also be afraid, and because he didn’t want to experience the pain just now again, he’d hide his consciousness here.
There was even a moment when he thought it might be better if he had never obtained the Demi-human Girls Completion Manual and just stayed with Elizabeth like that...
He lit a cigarette for the first time in a long while, staring at the flame at the tip, he couldn’t help but ask,
"I’m wondering, if I had never left Saint Nali, would it have been less painful?"
The Priest coughed once and didn’t look at him, just said,
"Actually, you don’t have to take them that seriously. Even if you’ve had physical relationships with them, it’s not impossible to leave them."
Fisher gave a bitter smile and said,
"Wouldn’t that be too heartless?"
"When you haven’t ended things with one and started a new relationship with another, didn’t you consider that term?"
Fisher took a drag of the cigarette, thought for a moment, and resolutely said,
"...It’s all the fault of the Demi-human Girls Completion Manual."
"You brat..."
The Priest chuckled without saying anything else, just said,
"You know, actually, I’m quite similar to you, or rather, I feel we should be similar. However, at that time, I decided to abandon them all because you should know, once a person can see memories of their past lives, you instantly become ’that person’ in every life. So, when I found out that each of my lives had a predetermined fate, that kind of pain accumulated over a thousand lifetimes, weighing down on me, making me feel despair..."
With a shift in tone, the Priest slightly turned his head to look at Fisher, revealing the thinning golden hair beneath the black robe that was almost like the Mediterranean and his azure eyes,
"But looking at it differently, if you are ’that person’ in every life, then you are not ’that person’ in every life... So, in the end, I let it go. My wife and daughter who died in this life, my sister and brother who died in past lives, my companions who died countless lives ago, the other-soul twins who died even further back—they have nothing to do with me, I will abandon them all, relinquish them..."
Many peculiar, seemingly exclusive vocabularies from some civilization beyond the world were spoken from the mouth of this "Priest," and Fisher, after thinking for a bit, couldn’t help but laugh and ask,
"So, what happened to you in the end, Caleb Wuz?"
Caleb Wuz giggled, took a deep drag of his cigarette, spread his hands and said,
"Went mad."
"Went mad?"
"Yeah, turned into that black mud, wreaked havoc on Dragon Court, then completely passed away... But you should know, by that time, I had no choice left. Whether I abandoned them or not, I was done... Time cannot turn back, regrets of this life cannot be mended, let alone regrets of past or a hundred lives ago."
Everything around began to turn transparent, as if everything outside this church was that terrifying and dreadful black mud, reminding Fisher that he hadn’t escaped the suffering here yet.
At this moment, the church from all directions started to become precarious, the statue of the Mother Goddess toppled, and from the ground opened a passage leading underground, from where came an indescribable song, like a mother’s lullaby soothing her child to sleep...
Fisher’s body trembled slightly, tormented by the black mud, he instinctively wanted to stand up and flee towards the underground of the church, towards something deeper within.
But the next moment, through the gradually transparent church exterior, he watched a figure wrapped in red also fall into this black mud, being entangled tighter by it, trying to consume everything about her.
"Rafa... El..."
Fisher’s movement to flee paused slightly, aided by that horrifying black mud, as if it was going to penetrate his soul, he quickly saw Rafael’s soul, as radiant and brilliant as the sun, and saw a strange connection with the Spirit Realm...
In Fisher’s vision, he saw the radiant light in Rafael’s abdomen, indicating to Fisher that a life was forming there.
In disbelief, Fisher watched Rafael sink deeper into the black mud, at this moment, he finally realized where that child mentioned in the previous Completion Manual by Caleb Wuz came from...
"How about it, isn’t it beautiful, the scene locked by the Sea of Souls of the Spirit Realm when anchoring to the maternal body... It’s a pity that when my wife had my daughter, I was too busy with work, and didn’t have the ability of the Soul Completion Manual, couldn’t see if there was such fluctuation inside her then..."
"..."
Turning around, Fisher looked at Caleb Wuz and saw him looking so painfully and enviously at Rafael falling into the black mud. Perhaps, his current life, all his past lives, his soul that traversed such a long voyage were all waiting to return to this moment, the moment before losing everything...
Perhaps Caleb Wuz was right, the time of him and all his past lives was irretrievable.
It’s just a pity, Fisher has no past lives, and he is not Caleb Wuz...
He still has a chance to salvage, and now, he must return.
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Within the Dynasty, Helair watched as the black mud dragged the resolute Rafael into it. She waved her hand, immediately, countless black mud enveloped the flames burning fiercely on her, but at the same time, the black mud also unabatedly eroded her soul.